Is it all in my head?

Got a phone call this arvo from J's paediatrician asking if we'd like to take an appointment at 9:30 tomorrow morning because the numbers for the people the appointment is for have been disconnected so we are thinking they won't attend FANTASTIC. So I said yes of course thank you. (had emailed paed 2 days ago so she knew what J was upto) It got me thinking am I turning into oneof those demanding mothers whohas to be centre of attention because she has nothing but her children?? Is J really as sick as i think he is or am i making him "worse" because i want him to be worse and need me??? My mum made me think it at first because she sounded bored with yet another J being sick story. I am so glad my closest friend knows me so well that she is honest and said when i am tired and emotional i do get abit anxious but who wouldn't with almost a week of no sleep. So I shall be going to bed tonight (sore toe too) and thinking about am i making my son and kids sick.